Dr. William "Bill" Short.  11/13/2009.

Timothy Lawrence Fliegel.  12/8/2009.

Mr. Raymon Bynum.  12/10/2009.

Wellllll crap.  Let's just keep Kenley in a depressive spiral, shall we?

A part of me is glad that the majority of my friends aren't on xanga.

As I told Lissa, "I'm not ignoring you, I'm just ignoring everyone.  I'm having a rough time, and I'm having trouble keeping it together."  This goes for everyone.

It is so hard to let go.

I can't type in my favorite memories, tell of all the good times, all the random stuff I remember (like your stupid European deodorant or what type of shampoo and conditioner you used).  Because those are mine.  I don't want to share.  I'm still mourning, and I'm not ready to move on.

I feel like I can't.

You are the one person I have never told I loved you, and you're the one person I wanted to tell the most.  We don't even have graduation pictures.  Why didn't we do that?

Why didn't you listen to me?

I told you to be careful.  I talked to you Sunday, December 6th, at 3:51 pm.  I almost told you then.  But I didn't.  I was so sure I'd talk to you on your way back to Austin.

Damnit why didn't you listen???

OMG

http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/39849010.html

AHH!

So you know how when you get on xanga, you log into the main page, and there are random blogs up?  Look at this one.  I don't know if it offends me or makes me sad or what.

http://kessainthemirror.xanga.com/713981170/what-i-wish-school-would-teach-me/

They bag on not only History, but Math, English, AND Science.  I mean, really?  I kinda get where she's coming from, teachers do teach the test a lot; but a lot of the newer teachers, from my understanding, are trying to incorporate other things into thier lessons, and hate having to teach the test.  But I'm not a teacher at the moment, so don't take my word on that.

Anyhoo- what do y'all think?